please open the door

im standin outside... cant sumone hear?
have i reached far? or no one wants to be near?
no ones answering... y duznt anyone open the door?
m shouting since forever, my throats gone sore....
pls open open the door.. m standing outside alone......

where m i exactly, i havent a clue!
there is beauty all around me, the breathtaking sky's blue
there r soothing sounds cumin from inside,
chirpy noises, all the depressions set aside...
i wanna cum inside, pls open the door...
m standing outside alone...

ppl r not divided into classes or castes...
money has no value... that keeps me aghast!
there,love iz the only "god" that isnt hollow
here, "frendship" is the only religion to follow!
i wanna cum inside, pls open the door...
m standing outside alone!

there, in the sacred name of "god" ppl dont kill...
there is no poverty, all stomachs r filled!
girls don get harassed.... there.....
addictions r banned, fair n square...
i wanna cum inside, pls open the door....
m standing outside alone!

it luks like paradise.. where i wanna be...
like all the beings, free..
in a flush of excitement, i knocked relly hard,
i said "i wanna cum inside,
pls open the door.... m standing outside alone!
i heard a voice from inside, "go home child, go to places more......
v have no place relly,
UR KNOCKING ON HEAVENS DOOR"

A LETTER FOR GOD

LETTER FOR GOD...
Hello there, if ur there at all,
coz i didnt realLy hear u call...
everyone says i shud pray n meditate,
and they r shocked if i refuse or hesitate...
ur supposed to be god, ur great!!!
and the one responsible for my fate...
If u r as powerful as mommy claims,
how cum u have.. so many NAMES?
sorry, no offence, but isnt that what criminals do?
have "alliances" n "aka's"... not u too?
if i say it out aloud, im absurd...
and things like this, r nevr heard..
ive seen my frenz wearing those tantra t-shirts...
with god-like faces on them, teamed wid mini-skirts... (me too)
wen asked if they were devotees,they sed " u fool..."
"dosent matter if u pray or not, but u have to look cool..."
to go to the temple..im not so keen...
the statues luk lik normal ppl ive seen...
some luk angry, others luk old...
some luk happy... deked up in gold...
but how can all of them b u? i cant understand...
and this is the truth which no one can stand...
its not that i disrespect, i just need a proof..
y r u so far away all the time.... and so aloof??
in return of my prayers, i never heard ur voice...
just a tiny whisper, i wasnt expecting noise...
dont keep up the odd work of natural disasters...
ppl die u c, sum r famished....
property destroyed,souls r crushed...the human spirit is finished!!!
its not abt my believing or not...
ppl kill in ur name.. i dont like that at all...
y dont u stop them? who's the hypocrit here?
dont u care for the ones u created urself dear?
these r a few questions for u bhaggu dear...
coz wen i needed u badly.. u werent reely near..
if i cudnt have u at the time of need...
i think u wud have to increase ur speed...
ill wait for ur answer...u have to reply u c...
IM SIGNING OFF NOW..
UR'S TRULY ME.....

FAREWELL

I REMEMBER THE DAY, V ALL ARRIVED
love in r hearts, hope in r eyes
i remember the days, v laffd togethr,,
enjoyd skool, in evry weather!
ill remember every smile, n every frown!
all the lafter, n the trars cried
all the ruff, and times bad,,and all the other, gud times v had...
from all the ideas, planted n shared...
to the silence spoken, wen we were scared!
from the winning streaks of the fest,
to the times wen we were the best!
even losing at times, but never sulking..
to the long days, spent bunking..
from the promnites and the dancing...
to all the bawaals n the chanting...
from the girls/boys tried for but neva gotten...
to the ones lost, n eventually forgotten!
from the hours spent at ccd, n the movies seen
from the forum rounds, to the mall been...
this is the place, i set nu trendz...
this iz the place, i got ma best frendz...
this is were tattoing became a passion..
.this is the place.. igot to create fashion...
this is the place where i laughed n smile...
to detatch maself.. it will take a whie...
these skool days will soon b gone...
an end to this will b a nu dawn...
a nu wrold, so filthy n bad...
i dont feel lik going out, m vv sad..
i dont want to b leaving...but ive let maself in believing,tht this is my... destiny!
for ma frends id lik to say..
v had fun together, in every ways we cud...
now v have to leave, n time tht v shud...
we got along well, not evrytim m sure..
wid bunking n fests, v all got lured...
wid latest styles, clothes n glares..
with punishments, n scoldings, v had our shares!
ill remeber u ppl, forever this way...
n keep i n tuch.. anyways
to ma respected teachers, i wud say...
v tried to impress u, a hell lot!
2 the exams v gave r best shot...
the wrist bands taken, and phones confiscated,
those were the punishments highly rated..
its upon u to give a farewell..
soon ther will b r last skool bell...
do us a favour, as we all detatch...
dont refer to us.. as "just another batch"
nice of u for being so chilld...
putting up wid me, patience instilld..
thnx for cheers, and the songs sung,
one last time, i shout.." go umang"( r fest)
thank u, u all for giving us so much..
but v hav to go,the tradition is such,
tht a batch cums n a batch goes,
but v wer the best..(07)"bhawanipur knows!"

MISS U MOM

Her loud silence deafened me,i was in pain,
n so was she..
the years of togetherness, the moments of joy...
the warmth of her hugs, all just passed by...
her friendship wid death, her fight wid life...
her heart tht wud neva beat, n dint even say "gudbye"
eyes which spoke, her mind so sore..
all crying for a day, or a moment to live more
only an hour if given to her,
in tht span of time, i wud have made her smile n laugh....
atleast sumone wud be in front of her,bettr thtn the doctors n hospital staff...
as i sit by my window, all gloomy n sad..
i think abt the gud days, n the gud times v had...
i kno tht those days, will never cum again...
but sumthin inside me, tells me not to be in vain
someday. sometime, u will cum bak...bringing in all joys and mirth,happiness will change its trak..
n it has to cum our way... fillin in evry inch of r days..
i dont know wen, that day will cum,
maybe, it will never b dun!
but my heart tells me,tht its not too long,
before u return to my life..coz thts the place u belong...
ill be waiting here at home,pls pls pls do cum,
i have faith, i beg u mom...
pls return to my life, in every way or form...

SORRY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORD

wenever i do anythin wrong, or sumtimes wen its just misunderstud, m expected to say sorry... n most of the times, i dont... but sumtimes i do... n tht too coz i hav to.. not coz i really feel sorry or anything!!!but i hate to say it.... becoz...1) it duznt repair the damage dun2) it duznt turn time around.3) it just reminds the other person again n again abt ur fault4) makes u luk stupid in front of the other person.5) n most of the time, ppl use for the stupidest of all things...i mean sersly... just take two cases...a) wen a person steps on anothers foot, he says sorry!b) wen ppl give their condolences, even then say "im sorry"oh god! how on earth can u say the same thing on two such occasions?n i know sum ppl will surely disagree,,, but my thots r mine!!!never seen a person who actually likes to say sorry... many ppl say it juz for the sake of saying it!!!

INCAPABLE SUPERHEROES

MY SUPERHEROES

down wid pain, widout hesitation,

he tied me up cruelly, wht was his intension?

my burning eyes, searching for what?

a loving helping hand, which i neva got..

my broken bangles, my broken chain,

crying for help, bruised in pain...

where r the ppl needed at a time like this?

no god no angel, but all were missd...

torture it was, wether mental or physical...

physical part has heald,

m left wid a scar thats mental

y cudnt he be kind? or a bit gentle?

was it his revenge? or did it co-incide?

the whole world stepped out, n i was inside!

was i a victim of criminal assault?

yes, i was.. but was it my fault?

i fell prey, to a psychotic brain...

all my senses abt to drain...

was it pre planned? or was he plain lunatic?

for me he was bloody disgusting n sik!

y do i feel, the world has stepped out?

some make me uneasy, some make me proud!

my loved ones are forever on ma side,

by my innocence, they all abide..

but in that span of time, whom did i need?

y was i punished? for sumone elses greed?

with regret i recall, the promises ppl made..

never thot those promises wud easily fade!

they made me secured, wen there was no point

he wasnt alone in this m sure,

it was all planned!

they showed me their "power", they showed me their "source"!

all those promises? was it all forced?

wether i wud survive, or wud i be blind?

nothing apart from my "HEROES" was on my mind...

i felt like a survivor, swimming till the coast....

where were my "SUPERHEROES" wen i needed them the most?

REVENGE.. OFF THE MIND

REVENGE

"Revenge", in todays context means getting bak at ppl who have hurt u in some way or the other... maybe takin out revenge helps in takin out anger, n frustration, but come on lets face it, duz it do any good to any one?
a 19 yr old girl named Tia, studying in the most happenin college of our city was physically assaulted by an unknown miscreant, who seemed to be from the same institution.. n all this happend in the most shokking of all places... where knowledge is imparted... a classrum.
she was left tormented, tortured, weak n hurt, both physically, n mentally, but the latter was anyday more painful...
the physical assault had left her upset, but wen went to the police stn, where the senior most officers of the city chose to further ridicule her, n torture her further n put her through a torture which no othe girl cud even bear, but being strong, she handled it well, n came out if it very bravely... ppl including her "so called" "frenz" , started talking n laughing behind her back, n she felt like, at nineteen, her life had cum to an end...
but, ppl... even at a time lik this... she did not even think abt gettin "bak" at him.. or any other kinda revenge.... rnt u thinkin wht happnd to the "unknown miscreant"?
her father n boyfriend tried to find the miscreant, n punish him, by.. ( well chopping iff his *****... ) but to their utter bad luk, tia cudnt remembr his face or any other feature..
n if she did she refused to disclose it... she dint want this issue to be dealt any further.. as to humiliate her further... she said she dint want any revenge as it wudnt help her in any way... it cud not bring bak her lost respect n dignity among her frenz, or the whole city. it cudnt change the sleepless nites she spent crying on her bed n getting scared at every step n sound she heard... she told them tht takin revenge from the lunatic who caused her so much of pain, wud do nothin but increase her pain wid no gain... n tht she had accepted all tht had happened, n been thru all the torture alone, n alone still... she said tht she had shown a lot of courage then , butshe wud totally brekdown now if he came in front of her ever.. even his sight wud bring bak the 15 mins of grief, pain n helplessness she had alredy been thru...
ppl, maybe she let a criminal escape the easy way, n he cud cause harm to many other victims in the city... but at least she got bak her peace of mind......
this is a true story frenz, n i have seen it all very closely... it all seemed like bollywood drama flik n i had the front row seat...
from this i learnt... "REVENGE" leads to futher complication and problemz, in sum matters.. its a never ending process...so guys, revenge is not exactly the best thing to consider at the time of need... in fact, we shud forgive.. but never forget, n insted make ur pain an excuse to get motivated in the best way, n for the best of things in life... n set an example for others... wht say?